I really am trying to hold my temper. And not cry but I can’t stand it anymore

I am 

I wonder what you have to offer in the future

I hear the calm words we pronuced quietly

I see the pain in your eyes, the reluctant doubt etched across your face

I want just a bit more time to make this right

I am 

I pretend that your harsh words don’t effect me

I feel regret for letting you walk away from my love

I touch that handsome face of yours one last time

I worry that our love has faded away

I cry when i start missing the wonderful times we had

I am 

I understand that things had to go this way

I say “i love you” to much because i can’t risk you forgetting

I dream of horrible monsters, but your smile chases them away

I try to act tough

I hope that peace will find you well in life

I am